The more I look around and listen I realize that I'm not alone. We are
all facing choices that define us. No choice. However messy is without
importance in the overall picture of our lives. We all at our own age
have to claim something, even if it's only our own confusion. I am in
the middle of growing up and into myself.
-Sabrina Ward Harrison
I've come to a point in my life, a turning point, where I am faced with different choices, where I am forced to decide. I cannot run away from making these choices, or face risk of never growing up. With my choices also, I know I have hurt people I care about. Some more than others. I have made choices, knowing that these choices will make me a better person. I've risked knowing that I may lose certain things I wouldn't ever want to lose. But at such an important point in my life, i have to. There may be difficulty in understanding why I choose the decisions i make, but i know that ultimately it will come full circle. Like the quote above says "I am in the middle of growing up and into myself." For me to achieve that, I must focus all that I have on that. I need to grow into myself, into who I want to become. I need to learn what it is I need to learn to do this. The only thing I can really hope for is that the things I choose to leave will still be there when I've become the person I want and need to be. But nothing is guaranteed, so all I can do is hope.
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